Hello my beautiful family and friends! I’m writing to you just recently back from America. My surprise trip was very eye opening and I hope I can clearly depict what this trip truly was for me. A trip that started from sprinting through an airport to not miss my flight to seeing all of my loved ones to meeting people in the airport on my way back!
First and foremost, it was so good to surprise my family! (My sister’s reaction was by far the best) I so enjoyed all of my time with my beautiful and spunky niece Marceline. I’ve missed her so much. I loved going out with my friends and especially spending lots of time with my mom, my bonus family and my cousins. My host family called me almost every day and it was so fun to have them speak to my family and friends!
One of my favorite memories from this trip was spending time with my bonus family. My best-friend Taylor’s family has truly adopted me into their family. We spent time catching up and enjoying an evening by the fire singing and dancing. The support they have given me is truly beautiful. And I can’t wait to hopefully see them in Italy in a few months! Tay or Melissa if you’re reading this, I love you!!
During my time home, I got to reflect on how much I have changed in this last year. This isn’t to toot my own horn whatsoever so let me make that clear. It’s just when you choose to move away from everything you’ve ever known and to a country that is very far from home, you learn a lot. I’ve changed for the better.
The hardest part of this trip was coming to the realization that I don’t know if Kansas City is really my home anymore. I felt very out of place. Reverting back to habits that I’ve worked very hard to change so I can be the me I’ve always wanted to be. To be the J’nae that lives more like Jesus and not for the likings of this world. I’ve spent some time just sitting in that. Asking the Lord what did he want me to learn from those out of place feelings. This is still fresh feelings and a lot can change in another year living in իմ սիրուն Հայաստան (my beautiful Armenia). But it is an honest truth of this trip. It was a reminder of the boundaries I have to set with people. It was a reminder that I have to be more selfish in certain situations. But also a reminder that there are people that love me in America AND Armenia.
If I wrote about all of the stories from this trip, this update would be probably a novel. I loved cousins night, bingo night with Han and our moms, coffee with cass, ice cream with Abby! The list could go on but one thing I want to tell yall about was my travel back to Armenia.
I was sitting in the Paris airport waiting for my flight from Paris to Armenia. These two women (a mother and daughter) asked (in English) if they could sit next to me. I obliged, but I moved a random luggage in the midst of that. Long story short, it created an argument between these two ladies and the owner of the bag that I moved. They took her seat but she had gotten up. Blah blah blah. Eventually the mother and daughter realized I spoke Armenian and that I understood everything that was going on. Their reactions were priceless. We ended up talking for the rest of the 2 hours of my layover. Became friends on social media. And I helped the mother make it safely to Armenia. I just love that everywhere I go, I can make friends with some beautiful Armenians!!!
When I arrived back to Armenia, I was kindly greeted at the airport by one of my host family members. Whom I am so thankful for! Thank you Suren!!! I then went back to my site for one night and had to go straight back to Yerevan the next day for a conference. My host mother and I got to share our beautiful and difficult experiences together to the new host family for our next cohort! It was so cool to meet them and hopefully put them at ease for the journey they are about to embark on! Then our group ran/walked/trotted a marathon, 12k, and 5k! Of course i walked the 5k, but it was fun!! Then Monday was site announcement. The new cohort found out where they will spend their 2 years!!!! Such an exciting time for them and has me reflecting back to when I was in their position.
So my friends and family, I leave you with this Do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewal of your mind, that by testing you may discern what is the will of God, what is good and acceptable and perfect.
Romans 12:2 Love you all ❤️